completely.lost

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Tue, 16 Jul 2002 19:53:19 GMT

heres something i havent wrote in in a longgggggg time yeah well i got bored so i thought i would write in an old journal....boo

woo hoo ima loner ;D

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Wed, 13 Feb 2002 00:44:02 GMT

What is YOUR Highschool label?

lookie at me in camo

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Tue, 12 Feb 2002 02:43:51 GMT

What Pattern Are You?

...wow...

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Mon, 11 Feb 2002 03:45:38 GMT

I am ELMO.

I'm cute, cute, as a button!

Which Sesame Street Character Are You?

do be do

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Fri, 01 Feb 2002 02:49:56 GMT

I haven't wrote in this in a long time. My mom got her new car whoop de do. so yeah. hm this is short lol so i will update tomorrow. I get my permit tomorrowwwwwwww ;D

Too much crap

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sat, 26 Jan 2002 00:44:43 GMT

My mom takes things way to overboard. She gets on my nerves so much too. I need to go away for my Spring Break. I can't handle being with her anymore. I need to go and stay with my dad and see my friends but they will be in school ;\. Hm...oh well. I'm gonna have to get my permit and soon because I can't wait any longer. I need it...she's always like well when you're driving n crap well hello I can't drive without a permit. Ugh I hate being here. I was talking to my friend Lora and I was telling her how much I hate being here. I'm gonna ask my dad if I can stay the whole week over at his house for my Spring Break. Just so that way I can get away and not be HERE. I hate it here and most of the people are so UGH!!!!!!! I hate them. My mom tells me "you should get involved" I DON'T have school spirit....i hate the school and I don't wanna be here. I tried to be on something and that didn't work it so the school can burn in hell for all I care. I hate my principal, the teachers, the kids, Karina, Marty, Karen, My mom...EVERYONE!!!!!!!!! At least my dad would make his way to where I would be able to get my permit..my mom doesn't even care. If I don't have it by spring break I'm gonna ask my dad to take me to the DMV in Grand Prairie. I guess that's about it so bye bye

...Melissa...

Omg.

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Fri, 25 Jan 2002 01:24:06 GMT

You live in a Shack.
You're married to Dewitt.
You drive a Tahoe.
Your car is the color silver.
You live in the state Texas.
Your honeymoon is California.
Your occupation is a Teacher.
You have this many kids: 3 (1 male; 2 female).

I got him 2 times in a row...tell me that's not freaky. I am sitting here eating Crispy Rice Cakes...they are actually pretty good. Poor Dewitt's cough is getting worse. I feel sorry for him. I bet people think I'm weird cause I like bluegrass but oh well. Dewitt told me he can play a little bit of banjo awies hot cute~! Dewitt called me today which was a little shock since he hardly does but that's ok. Jessica was going to tell me something about her beloved David but she didn't GR~!! hm oh well. Friends is funny tonight ;DDDDD!!!! Lindsey don't be mean like that ever again ;p

I do care about our friendship but it just made me mad how you said that stuff. So yeah I'm sorry about it not seeming like I cared n stuff.

<3 Melissa <3

Gr

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Thu, 24 Jan 2002 02:22:04 GMT

Why don't I just forget about ever driving? My mom's telling me what I CAN have....I'm the one buying it and paying the insurance not her. She's so annoying I wish I could just run away or get out of this house. She let's Marty sit there and say stuff about me and then when I try to stick up for myself I get in trouble. Well Mother Dearest SCREW YOU AND GO TO HELL. Yes I'm just a little pissed off. Poor Dewitt's sick. He needs someone to come take care of him. I am being a dork right now towards him but oh well. I am just funny in a dumb way. Earlier I was looking at things to make....I think I'm gonna make my mom and Marty a Valentine's Day Dinner as a surprise. But yeah. I told Dewitt he was acting like a lil kid(which is cute) because he had a cold wet rag on his forehead.....wish I could have seen it ;x. But yeah my eyes are hurting so i'm gonna go take out my contacts and put on my glasses so i can look like a huge nerd. bye bye

<3 Melissa <3

I have a HUGE crush on Dewitt....and i'm a lot happier when I talk to him rather than Louis ;\. HELP

Gr

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Thu, 24 Jan 2002 02:21:31 GMT

oh fooie ;DDDDD

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Wed, 23 Jan 2002 23:27:53 GMT

Today I started writing Megan's letter in World History. I am so hungry. Today me and lindsey were looking through magazines in interior design and found all these recipes. I am watching I love lucy...smelling food and about to fall asleep and it's only like 5:30. I'm tired. ok i have nothing left to write...

<3 Melissa <3

Valentine ;DDDDDDDDDD

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Wed, 23 Jan 2002 02:39:35 GMT

I gots a valentine today *smiles* Oh yes and it's the oh so wonderful and sexii Dewitt who I like a lot. We were acting stupid so I asked him and he said yes oh go me. ;DDDDD I have a really bad crush on him ;\. But oh well. I am so bored though cause there's no one to talk to. Well that's about it so bye bye journal

<3 Melissa <3

How about screw you?

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Wed, 23 Jan 2002 00:04:22 GMT

Ha I am funny. Lindsey told me not to talk to her anymore....hm ok that's fine. All because I said aol was gay even though I meant aol is stupid but that's fine with me. I could careless. Louis told me he loved me today *smiles*. I am so bored. Ashnie's happy cause Joel said he would be her Valentine...they are only b/f and g/f!!!!! Ashnie....I'm jealous of you hun. I'll ask Skye to be my Valentine lol. Do be do. *looks around the room*. My mom is such a witch. Gr. I am bored out of my mind. ok food bye bye
<3 melissa <3

looks around

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Mon, 21 Jan 2002 20:13:44 GMT

Wa ha! Yeah so today I am babysitting...we are watching the spongebob marathon...well he is i'm talking to skye. I'm hungry. *yawns* and sleepy. I couldn't go to bed last night. I still have my project to work on. I did all of my review packet except for like 2 problems. I had to redo that stupid french test. I look like a nerd cause I have my glasses on ;\. But yeah. Gr skye won't give me a pic of her sleeping. I shall have to fight her for it. Ok not really. AW poor spongebob did all that work for nothing. poor guy. Elijah is very hyper...too hyper. Ian IMed me yesterday but i was away so i couldn't answer him and now he's not talking me...I don't care though. He's evil anyway. He wouldn't go to a movie with me. Him and his excuses ;x. But yeah that's about it so bye bye

<3 Melissa <3

GR

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Mon, 21 Jan 2002 06:31:48 GMT

Aol is EVIL!!!!!!!! Ok to that chick who replied....me and Louis met at my high school...he graduated last year and so yeah. I am getting mad at aol cause it doesn't like me. My hands smell like cool water uh oh go me. I have to babysit tomorrow so I better go to bed so yeah night night....
<3 Melissa <3

Livejournal...I will mess with you tomorrow
Comments are welcome....especially from the really nice chick ;DDDDDDDDDDD(the one who said that thing about me and louis (awies) ok night

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sun, 20 Jan 2002 03:36:16 GMT

Sometimes I wish that I had wings so I could
Fly far away from here far away from here
It's hard waking up somewhere new
And face the world of uncertainty
With a smile all the while you're down
Little star won't you shine your light down on me down on me
You're the angel of my restless dreams
Won't you see me through another day and i'll try not to hesitate
Feel what moves me find the words to say i believe
Little star wont you shine your light down on me
Pick me up when i lose the will to breathe There's more to this life than what is it to See its what you believe
Little star wont you shine your light down on me wont you pick me up when i lose the will to breathe
Theres more to this life than what is it to see theres more to this life than what it is you see its what you believe

Aw good song....but yeah back to my day...Well I went to my guitar lesson and had tons of fun with David cause he's AWESOME! Arin might be staying the night with me tomorrow night...I told Louis and he was like well we won't even be able to talk with her there....men get mad so easy tense tense tense ;x...so he said he would see me on Spring Break. Kiss My Bootay! Hm....*listens to Mesh* I need to work on my homework and other stuff. Marty and my mommy are asleep on the couch awies!!!! Louis keeps on telling me he loves me whether or not I believe him...I shall have to think. I want to see him but my gosh he doesn't get my attention he acts like a lil baby...wait that's most guys who *THINK* they're men! Ha Ha j/k. He knows I <3 him. Boy I can be a big witch. I get to go shooting when it's warmer. I'm gonna beg my mom to take me to get my permit like this week. Today Marty and my mom spent all day cleaning and polishing the car. But yeah I'm gonna e-mail louis..get off do homework get ready for bed then go night night.
ok night night im gonna go listen to Mesh in the privacy of my own bedroom....Megan now you really kick Bootay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll write your letter and mail it off like Monday or Tuesday. Comments are WELCOME thank you!~!~!~!~!~!~~!~~!~!
<3 Melissa <3
Aol's GAY!!!!!

gag

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sat, 19 Jan 2002 17:09:05 GMT

Hm....Ash is a nerd. Oopsies I said the C word ;x. Do be do moving on! I hate when you're talking to someone and they just get off...Screw you too! Have you just ever wanted to scream every word in the book(curse word) at the top of your lungs and don't really care who hears it? Yeah me too. I need to take a shower and eat ;D. My foot's asleep. I was telling Louis how i'm not special to him and how he never remembers anything about me and he was like you're very special trust me HA! He never said special to HIM!!!!!! There's a big difference. Then he said he loved me so yeah. Me and my mom were watching The Breakfast Club...in SPANISH. so of course i didn't understand it but hell i don't even understand French and I take it. I told Louis I wanted to go shooting with him and he was telling me how his daddy's gonna have surgery so like after he has it next week he can't shoot for 2 months. Then I said I wanted to go and he was like WHAT? Now you WANT to go? n stuff like that. Gr he better be happy he's not going with me when Marty takes me...I might have to turn that damn gun on him. j/k. He's like the only one now who calls me Melissa. Yesterday when I went to Geometry Andrew read my shirt and was like well then...then he talked to me. It says...If you don't like my attitude quit talking to me!!!! He's so funny. Then Me, Ashley, and Amanda were picking on him because he's so smart and he's the first one done at everything! Well that's about it! bye bye journal!!!

<3 Lissa <3

Gotta Pee ;x

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sat, 19 Jan 2002 08:29:37 GMT

Woo hoo look at my weird subject...that's cause I gots to pee pee ;x. Woo hoo Charlie Daniel's is on tv. He's awesome! Next week they are having Bluegrass week....You must think i'm a loser cause I like Bluegrass but oh well. Dewitt told me he can play the banjo lmao. I think Arin's gonna come to grapevine mills mall so monday we get to hang out. ;D. We are getting a new car...I think it's gonna be a 2002 Kia Minivan. Woo hoo I get to drive a van...hm oh well. Well you would need your license to drive. I need to go get that like next week. I'll have my mom take me out early. I'm sitting here watching Daria. I failed my geometry quiz and french test gr...I'm gonna have Dewitt be my tutor...poor guy lol. No one reply's to my journal entrys *sniffles*. Hm oh well.....I'm gonna go be nosey and read their journal's so bye bye.

<3 Lissa <3

Fun day....

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Fri, 18 Jan 2002 02:29:13 GMT

Hm...well today it was fun I guess. I had tons of fun in interior design except Mrs. Dyer threatened to seperate me and lindsey and eric and tara because we "talk too much" and we can't do our work and talk at the same time which is bs but oh well. We got to stay together though. I think Me, Lindsey, Brian and Louis are going to see Orange County but I dunno if Brian's gonna go or not. Louis called me last night so that was cool. I think this dude in my Geometry class likes me (ewy)! I'm getting highlights because my neighbors a stylist so i get them for free since she has the stuff woo hoo~! Back to today! Geometry was weird and yeah. As I was walking to world history I got a huge headache ;\. But oh well. Jessica was at school...I told her I missed her even though I didn't. Then I went to French and Mrs. Whittington pissed Johnny off so he got up and walked out. Ryan asked Carolina out~! Awies....and Justine got hit with the door thanks to Sara LMAO! That was funny. But she was really hurt...she's just so damn annoying. But oh well.

lizyloo16 [8:36 PM]: oh well i mean are we going to do it
TxGuitarBabe [8:36 PM]: do what?
TxGuitarBabe [8:36 PM]: ;x
TxGuitarBabe [8:36 PM]: Arin you wanna....
TxGuitarBabe [8:36 PM]: HANG OUT
TxGuitarBabe [8:36 PM]: lmao
lizyloo16 [8:36 PM]: nooooooooooooo
lizyloo16 [8:36 PM]: lol

I love Arin ;D. I need to mail off megan and arins mail but since i'll see arin monday no mailing for her! I need to mail lindsey too. but yeah that's it bye bye ;DDDDD

Louis said he loved me

<3 Melissa <3

Boo!

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sun, 13 Jan 2002 21:23:23 GMT

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Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sun, 13 Jan 2002 19:04:19 GMT

Wow what a nice subject lmao. I have decided to no longer tell everyone my personal life. It would be a lot smarter and plus some people don't need to know. Dewitt went back to school. Freshman coming in next year have to have 3 years of a foreign language HA HA! But Juniors for next year have to take the new TAAS test ;\. I got my report card. But yeah I am hungry and stuff and bored so bye bye

<3 Lissa <3

do be do

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sun, 13 Jan 2002 05:40:09 GMT

Hm...well I didn't get to go to my guitar lesson because my mom and marty and everyone else decided to take their own freaking time. I got an autograph from Mario Lopez(Slater from Saved By The Bell) Whoop de freaking do. I'm so freaking pissed off for missing my lesson. I need to go up there so I can buy my strings anyway. Gr my mom pisses me off. I got stressed out too by watching my nephew. I guess it doesn't matter. If she doesn't care why should I? She paid for this month but oh well. I better not miss any other lessons when I pay for them. I have so much stuff on my mind but I don't let it all come out. For some reason I can't. I am sitting here watching Pearl Harbor. I need someone to talk to really bad. I guess that's about it so bye bye journal I'm gonna go work on my homework. woo hoo next weekend is a three day weekend ;D.
<3 Lissa <3

hm.

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Sat, 12 Jan 2002 19:23:29 GMT

My eye was bothering me earlier when I went to put in my contacts ;\. Me nephew and niece are over here today ;D. They are so cute. I have my guitar lessons at 3:30 woo hoo. I have to replace a string ;\. Gr damn it. But oh well. I am so bored too cause i'm home alone and have no one to talk to. I am watching the Crush dun dun dun! I miss everyone in Grand Prairie ;\. I wanna move back. I told my friend that I used to live in Grand Prairie and she was talking about it n stuff. She thinks she's black ;x. I'm scared Dewitt doesn't like me *bites nails*. But she's funny. Well that's it so bye bye ;D.

<3 Lissa <3

blahie!

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Thu, 10 Jan 2002 03:32:55 GMT

Hm...today was ok. I had Geometry homework again. Oh well it was easy. Even though it was long. I wanna go back to Las Vegas and California. It was fun and I miss it even though I was in the middle of no where. Dewitt went to Iowa to see his friends....he goes back to school on Sunday DAMN HIM! At least tomorrow's Friday. My mommy's sick. Everyone I hung out with last semester hardly talk to me except like Heather and she barely talks to me and we have the same lunch. I might be getting a job at Hobby Lobby and then I can work with Amanda. She's really cool and nice! I really need to pee heh! But yeah. I wore my glasses today thinking they would work better than my contacts but of course I was WRONG! I still have to read for World History but I will do it in the morning so it's fresh on my mind and so I can answer the questions when I go to his class. *yawns* i'm sleepy. I woke up at like 7:20 this morning that sucked. I sat in my room and played my guitar for a little while. I need to go get an application for Hobby Lobby and hopefully he'll hire me. Amanda doesn't know what he's hiring for but she knows he's hiring. So oh well it's a job plus I don't wanna work at Texas Hamburger Factory with Kyle...I might start liking him ;x. Hm....Dewitt was just on. Yep he doesn't like me oh well not like i'm waiting on him anyway. I'm happy where I am right now ;D. Even though I did have a crush on him. He's so cute. Ian has a cute new piccy too it just makes you wanna say "aw"! But yeah. I'm just sitting here watching Diary on Incubus. NO FAIR THE FAT FISHY KILLED ME ON MY GAME *sniffs*! But yeah that's about it bye bye journal ma-bob ;D

<3 Lissa <3

first day back at school

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Wed, 09 Jan 2002 03:10:39 GMT

Today was a very interesting day at school. I have my friend Lindsey from French in my interior design class and we sat there the whole period and talked and laughed cause...we are dumb like that. We have one guy in our entire class so it's funny but yeah. I have this girl I met through Ferrah named Amanda in my Geometry class and she sits like two seats away from me...And the guy next to me was in my english class. There's a lot of hot guys in my 3rd period but all of them are preps. I was talking to Heather today at lunch and I told her that I thought some of the guys in our school are gay because of how they act...I mean come on they just show it but yeah. Then I went to French 2 and there's only 11 people in our class so we are coming together as a "group" and we have to sit in a big circle. My teacher who is older than my mom dyed her hair white for some odd reason. I think my Geometry teacher is gay too. I got two big ass books to carry around too damn it. ;\. Then I waited after school for Heather so I could give her her letter. Then I left Ashleigh, Melissa, and Heather cause my ride was there. Then I came home and called Arin and she had her mom on the other line so she had to let me go but she said she would call me back. Then I got online and talked to a few people. Then Ian called me and Arin called and Ian left to go eat pizza so I talked to Arin and so I went and did my homework when Arin said she would call me back which she didn't. So here I am sitting online bored. I played my guitar for a little while but then I was like hm I'll go get online. But yeah. That's all of my day woo hoo.

<3 Lissa <3

Pessie's not talkin to me *sniff sniff*

first day back at school

Txguitarbabe@aol.com — Wed, 09 Jan 2002 03:08:39 GMT

completely.lost

woo hoo ima loner ;D

lookie at me in camo

...wow...

do be do

Too much crap

Omg.

Gr

Gr

oh fooie ;DDDDD

Valentine ;DDDDDDDDDD

How about screw you?

*looks around*

GR

*gag*

Gotta Pee ;x

Fun day....

Boo!

....

do be do

hm.

blahie!

first day back at school

first day back at school

looks around

gag